We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Die Afraid and Alone

by Porridge Fist

supported by
00091x53
00091x53 thumbnail
00091x53 Absolute god-tier LP, front to back this thing fucks and the closing track hits like a truck. 10/10 Favorite track: Regolith is Home.
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Rebooted 02:59
2.
Bad Throat 05:50
Tell them, why do you crawl? Why did you crumble at the sight of a soul? Say how you ran when things felt small. All that was wrong in a faulty core Your eyes reek of wars you fought As many battles as you had thought Screaming in pain, why won't they go away. They'll let you sleep any other way Come here we'll make you man We'll come from under take you right where you stand We'll show you world's that you thought had been dead All of the tears for the dead that were shed What did you really think? Deep in the planet were the answers you seek Deep in the surface you've fallen through That no one one here would be sick of you. And still you ask yourself "could I live as something else?" As though your fate leaves room to ignore. Cold, and afraid you think back to those things you've left Could they have really been so bad? Sitting down to feel the shade of it all. All the vibrations, every lifeform dull. Fake breeze clinging to your arm Voices wanting you to stay awhile. You won't move forward say your far too frightened You won't bask in the light that's said to enlighten To came this far why did you bother I guess we'll wait for another stronger
3.
They've come to burn Dancing Falling from flight No Shepard turns Running away from their flock You won't be leaving here Without embracing fear Joining the lovers souls You've come to take what is ours Haven't you? Sing And abandon the light Find the means Because not everythings As it seams
4.
Crooked Rust 04:03
Trying to write you About the time Maybe this week, or last Maybe even further past I'll put all the words that showed how sublime To be by your side but not quite on your mind General principle and faith instilled by what eyes gaze State that this same thing thing should happen again Reading over and over, I'm far too vague I need you here now and for why I can't say. You think it's from weakness, I can't be alone. I say that you're wrong, but how could you ever know? I just hope these vibrations get through some how Cuz this dead ass expression ain't helping us now. So chill End of the sky Can't ignore rupture Too much to suture. Seeing the grasp of another land Set you apart, not another glance Can't feel these arms holding up the back Was there ever chance why would you even ask? Type digit too cryptic Next day feel the hum Next to your head, on a floor Not your room Wood burns cool under the skin Thinking about them in masks, wearing mine thick Feeling the vibes And dressing them black Was it even there how could I even ask? Venom addressed cloth Skin felt numb farfetched screech Stuck in the freezer, have your drink Anything is wrong all the time Anything is fine No force gives a shit about how you feel this time.
5.
I'll turn your bones to rubber To melt with the past Churn this pot of gore The sick of the masses Dying with remorse To stick to the script Let your pain speak for you Linger noxious reek Lick the wound Salt, spice, stick Cauterize the Wheel That makes you squirm Make you beg Knees gone sore Let you burn You've known damn well The voices Stop for no other one I conduct the symphony I master the sun. Regret Sinking Reeling gut Feeling Out of State When we trust Won't really die here In front of the stars Just wait beside me We'll both fall apart Redemptions no decision For a simple being The wicked, and the damned A cold place never seen. You won't be the one to send us there It's been too late Whether you were a saint, whether you were a coward Right when you were born to this world, you sealed your fate. You'll never see her face again. She'll never feel safe
6.
Burn Me Out 06:35
Burn Me Out Master There is no turning back Tell me the worst thing Of all the things you've left It's all fun and games til someone grows old Walking around hand in hand Squeeze even tighter you're reduced to a limp Your smiles just a crooked link Covered in rust, I still see your eyes Your Pupils fill with sand below It came from sea, and it will outlive me I can't say I love you But I've been true so dearly We'll be just fine Just let god Take the course He de Signed For this love Flourish Kindest Souls Bloom They were chemistry, fit like silence in a sitcom Mirrors with no clues where the loved ones go to mourn Don't be silent They're sleeping like rocks hit them with a storm Is this really what it's like when you ignore the sworn Burn Me Out Master There is no turning back Tell me the worst thing Of all the things you've left When we were meaningless The dust settled in We wiped our eyes free of glass So that we perceive all that we've ignored All the black around us that you thought was gone After the rain and shine it still falls to night. I'll hold you closer I'll keep you real tight All that I've left behind Its all too far When we finally speak Our mouths move apart far from sounds, unintelligible shrieks We've been waiting here for something else to go wrong this week But if you really look you'll find the gum under the teeth They weren't watching us but I think they're still applauding the show All those lives it took, to get us here right here, right now Smile wide, and have your father come to take you home Smile big and clean your God will come to cleanse your soul
7.
We'll find a new home to call ours And in the great beyond Within the serpent dreams They speak of catacombs Fueling mad hearts and streams I saw you scanning them Hoping for thoughts to send You never sought to find Me hiding out tonight I've longed for this find me home sick Cold lone death slit I've died, come back Been trying to plant these seeds Dead planets follow me Dig in the ground below Find what it has to tell Speak of the fools it housed Ill gotten power of lost Useless without the sin Scared what the night will bring I just want you, I need someone to speak right through please be here soon Burn me out master Burn me out titan Find me, disaster It's all for you Self absorbed bastard Kill me the last hurt Too late to consider I've left my truth Seeking the starlight When the things most bright Account for the cost of All we've been through Alone on this planet Banished in regret You seek for their guidance go back where you came Take what you can Melt me to glass Back off this hell No turning back Anyway that heaven can Turn you to dust to make you man I am the scum Scrubbed off the gates Throw it away Burn the remains Good enough for Earth But transcend here Immortal life, the greatest fear What lies beyond, We cannot say But we can pretend we know anyway I can sense you Growing closer I can hear your Beating soul force Couldn't fix you Pushed you further Understand that I've come for you I would never dare ask you to Follow me Too soon Crossing stars, to find me on my knees Weakened seed An angel in my my view I never dreamt of a better scene, hand in hand resume You're trapped here with the likes of me You're still smiling How cute.
8.

about

What happens when you fail to Die In Space?

credits

released March 24, 2016

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Porridge Fist San Antonio, Texas

Progressive Shoegaze that will make you feel alone.

Soundcloud.com/porridgefist

Facebook.com/PorridgeFist

contact / help

Contact Porridge Fist

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Porridge Fist, you may also like: