real headaches

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I couldn't sleep again with this collection of headaches
These ghosts of responsibility I couldn't take
At least I have time to myself before you wake up
So I could think of a dream to tell you in its place

So I there I was in my head thinking of a song
Something that I listened to a while back, too long, and with that song came a person attached and it's not the one that would be happy hearing that

I don't really miss anything about the past
I think of these things like there were other paths, confronting myself I know what I had with this, I don't wanna make you someone else I miss
But I make my tidal waves to shake up the boat, I make sure to speak in my least attractive tone
If I'm already a monster, then what did I miss?
Why try to act like we're better than this?

I'll make my message loud and clear I'll make this time count
Where's the time for happiness
When all we do is doubt
I made the changes yeah
But by then you were gone
Spiteful of things we said, and still mean deep down
I don't know what love is, but I know this fear well
That feeling that if you leave I couldn't care for myself
You're not a desire you're more of a need
I'm hungry for that feeling that you could never feed

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released March 5, 2021

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Porridge Fist San Antonio, Texas

Progressive Shoegaze that will make you feel alone.

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